I don’t deserve you, I’m sorry I hurt you..
I am so sorry, all I wanted was to make you happy.
The love I’ve been dreaming of.. is all still so close to me,
but all I can do is.. just watching you without words.
Now again, in another city of strangers and so called paradise..
I lived day by day typing love on my keyboard and watching you on my monitor,
and still.. pretend to be somebody that I’m not used to be.
Waiting and hoping that you’ll be here with scent of daisies and form of an angel,
so lovely..
I still can hear you, and almost five years now I lived in this city.
Now again, I have to start counting my days with you still not breathing there..
It is too late but now.. I still recognize you in my heart.
Maybe we were not meant to be, and I never wanted to let this love fly away.
Forgive me..
I still need to take you in my memory for another journey of my life..
all because I am still Herry.. Herry Still
